... and I found this, it just seems right and fits in for this moment

In case you wonder, it is not about the video. It is too bad Blogger still don't allow users to upload audio files like mp3s. Therefore, the Youtube video. I know it's a rather old song (2000), not to mention slow but in case you'd like to sing along

Here's the lyrics
By Your Side, by singer Sade

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when your down on your knees
I wouldn't do that

I'll tell you you're right when you want
I...ah.. ..
And if only you could see into me

Oh when you're cold
I'll be there
Hold you tight to me

When you're on the outside baby and can't get in
I will show you you're so much better than you know
When you're lost
You're alone
You can't get back again
I will find you darling
I'll bring you home

And if you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
And in no time, you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
I wouldn't do that

I'll tell you you're right when you want
I..ah.. ..
And if only you could see into me

Oh when you're cold
I'll be there
Hold you tight to me
Oh when you're low
I'll be there
By your side baby

Oh when you're cold
I'll be there
Hold you tight to me
Oh when you're low
I'll be there
By your side baby
-END-

For the time being, I am just going to be as blue
Fading away..