Are You High?

4o'clock in the morning
Kristi, the high bitch.
Wouldn't let me go to bed!!

But poor thing her,
May and Aric's lampost.

Now that both of them went somewhere else
Still in the house, but somewhere..
Kristi : lets cheeers!! and drink

She's having Brandy,
and myself, Sake.

Cheers! Bitch!!

Tea-time
The Jess' Pancake!

Too much butter

I got bored, then I started making Pancake Crumbs!

Pancakes & Myself after 2hours..

What's for dinner?

Minced Okra with Sesame dressing
It might not look appetizing, but it's good stuff

Salmon Trout, Steak and Cabbage

There Anna!
My fucking shrine!
I don't know, I can't find Symphony.
Not original maybe?

Misfortune

Autumn Semester is coming, and therefore
New hair color, new hair-cut

before.. Got to the hair salon, wanted a darker hair dye since Autumn is coming up next. There were many types of brown under different color codes ex. green, blue, purple, golden... I don't really understand it anyway, I chose the brown under the golden code. I saw the sample, it was brown. Was looking at the magazines for hair styles since I didn't have any idea of what I want. Didn't really understand half what the stylist said, so it just went pfffft ----- short hair with fringe. Was sitting on the chair, surrounded by mirrors looking round enough, saddens me. Washed my hair and started cutting, this time the back too as the first time I couldn't deal with having all my hair short. After about 15cm long of my hair got cut off, I didn't even look at the floor. I'm sure there were lots, heard guy A said anyway. Then the fringe, it was 2 years back since I had fringe. That time too, I hesitated so my fringe back then was halfway between. The fringe I chose from the magazine was eyebrow length, before I could stop the stylist, he already cut it above eyebrow almost 3quarter forehead length. So, I thought "whatever.. let him do whatever he thinks would be nice for me".

Guy A was already analyzing my hair color while his teacher (thats what they call him), the stylist cut my hair. I didn't know hair stylist can be so professional, guy A was some sort like plotting and jotting down on the file like doctor analyzing their patients just so he could prepare the color for my hair as my black roots and hair color were different. After that, he wore his doctor gloves just like a surgeon! Then came guy B, another surgeon had another side except that they were doing just my hair rather than my brain.

Guy A & B then started asking me questions and there, we were talking and laughing. By the time they finished, I was already there for almost 2hours. After 25minutes, and I thought I could go home soon after washing and drying it. A misfortune thing happened, the color didn't cover much of my hair roots. My hair was still golden blonde. The stylist came to check and decided they should do it all over again as he chose the wrong color!! I was speechless, what could I say? I've waited that long to go home and my hair was ugly!.. So I wait and wait, guy A had another customer so he went on with her then left guy B to do all over it again.

Had my hair dyed again! After another hour plus, I was back on the chair having my hair dried. I noticed my roots and hair still different colors, told them and the stylist explained which I think he said he was trying to make it natural. Guess what? My hair was still golden blonde?!! I was very sure I chose brown!!! Well maybe not so golden, a little darker. But I'd still call it golden blonde. You decide...

after..

I know I look like those girls Wernie posted in her blog, but I haven't got any nice normal picture of myself. This is just to show that I still have the same colour after dying it two times in a row!

But the stylist was nice enough to not charge me anything

... and I found this, it just seems right and fits in for this moment

In case you wonder, it is not about the video. It is too bad Blogger still don't allow users to upload audio files like mp3s. Therefore, the Youtube video. I know it's a rather old song (2000), not to mention slow but in case you'd like to sing along

Here's the lyrics
By Your Side, by singer Sade

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when your down on your knees
I wouldn't do that

I'll tell you you're right when you want
I...ah.. ..
And if only you could see into me

Oh when you're cold
I'll be there
Hold you tight to me

When you're on the outside baby and can't get in
I will show you you're so much better than you know
When you're lost
You're alone
You can't get back again
I will find you darling
I'll bring you home

And if you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
And in no time, you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
I wouldn't do that

I'll tell you you're right when you want
I..ah.. ..
And if only you could see into me

Oh when you're cold
I'll be there
Hold you tight to me
Oh when you're low
I'll be there
By your side baby

Oh when you're cold
I'll be there
Hold you tight to me
Oh when you're low
I'll be there
By your side baby
-END-

For the time being, I am just going to be as blue
Fading away..

Ironies of Life

Men:

All men are extremely busy.
Although they are so busy, they still have time for women.
Although they have time for women, they don't really care for them.
Although they don't really care for them, they always have one around.
Although they always have one around them, they always try their luck with another.

Women:

The most important thing for a woman is financial security.
Although that is so important, they still buy expensive clothes and shoes.
Although so, they never have something to wear.
Although they never have something to wear, they always dress beautifully.
And again, their clothes are always just an old rag.
So much for just an old rag, they still expect compliments.
But when you do, they don't believe you.

Quote

from Sex and The City

"I think my wife's an idiot, everyday with her is like a trip to idiot island."

Another reclusive chapter

After days of keeping myself 'to myself' miserably,

Occupying all my days and nights with only the net and movies,

Sex and The City, Gossip Girl, In Her Shoes, The Babysitters, Mannequin, Mind Your Language.. and a hell lot more.
Technologies here are so much better,
So you see, I don't have to download or wait,
I can just watch whatever I want right away.
But this is not about how great that is.
Now it is more like I'm making myself drunk from day to night,
Only not with alcoholic drinks,
But some other substances.

Other than that,
I've been sleeping for long hours,
Even after I get enough of sleep,
I'd still force myself back to sleep.
Just to get a few more hours past.
Not only I've became a hermit,
I'm one very miserable hermit!

First, a fridge that should have lots of candies and chocolate,
Everything that makes a girl happy,
HAS NOTHING.
Then, the thought of my summer holiday,
Was watching GG and SATC,
Saw how they spent their summer,
Made my days even more depressing.

I knew I had to do something,
Had to keep telling myself,
'Enough is enough!'
Got myself a shower,
Blow-dried my hair,
At last! Looking all freshen up and good
after all those sleazy lazy moments.
I even took a few minutes admiring myself in the mirror!
WHAT? I couldn't look at myself before that!

It felt good to be out and around people again,
Got some groceries to fill up my fridge,
Walked myself to Subway,
Since they were closing,
I had to order out.
Damn! I couldn't taste the mustard!
I got some ice-cream too on my way home
Yummy chocolate ice-cream with chocolate chips
While watching TV about some really cool food machines,
Technologies are really getting better,
They were listing out the food production machines,
That accelerate production by men by many times.

I also got myself some grape water.
I can always buy a lot of things on my way home.
Just when I was about to finish treating myself,
I got a phone call, then there!
I actually spoke to someone after days.
Though the call was about something about someone being annoying,
But hey, I was complaining about not having a social life,
Didn't I?
So see.. things do get better if you don't sulk yourself.

After, I was craving for a little bit more.
So, soba with sprinkle of seaweed
Well, now I'm back to the net!
: Contented :

I haven't gone out of the house for 4 fucking days!

I think I'm going to be sick ..

I need to get out,

I need to get out,

Get out,

Get out,

Out...

Out..

Mind Your Language

Mind Your Language is a British comedy television series that I watched when I was younger, it was originally aired in late 1977-1979. The show was cancelled in 1979 and it was sold to other countries, including Malaysia. If I'm not mistaken, it was aired on TV2 late at night during the 90s'. My sister and I often stayed up late just to watch the series though we had school the next day. Then it was always followed by Lucille Ball in The Lucy Show (1966-1967) then the Knight Rider (1982).

Mind Your Language, the series focuses on the foreigners adult students learning English in a London School. They're teacher Mr.Jeremy Brown often has to take up with all the nonsense his students who don't speak much English come up with.

It's amazing some users from youtube still have the series and posted it up. Just 2days ago, I was re-watching all the episodes available and I found this episode very amusing. With Su-Lee, the chinese student from China speaking Hokkien. It's a British comedy and yet they potrait someone speaking Hokkien, and later on I realized the slang is rather familiar. As we know, the Hokkien dialect varies in every states in Malaysia, China and also Taiwan. Penang hokkien dialect has its very own words and tunes. We sometimes say 'Jiamban' which means toilet and we also know the word comes from Malay 'Jamban'. Or 'HorSua/HorJia' which means umbrella, some other people from other states don't understand. I only can sum that up by, Penangites, they made up their own words and it has been circulating around and so that made us all speak the same slang.

4.21-4.28

Su Lee: Oo mai mai. Mai toi wa, beh sai toi wa eh. ( ... tam pok ) Mai ka lu kong ua
( oo don't don't. Don't follow me, cannot follow me. (... a bit ) Don't want to talk to you
5.17-5.22
Su Lee: An chua ee toi lang jip chai kheng eh? Eeyoh beh sai ti toi lang jip chai kheng! ee beh sieow sia eh er!
( why follow people to toilet one? eeyoh cannot keep following people to toilet! how come not ashamed! )

I later found out from my sister that Su-Lee really was born in Penang, Malaysia. So no wonder the slang so familiar and it was easy to understand! Because I know I can't understand other states' Hokkien, China's or Taiwan's.